lazy
2 lazy 2 post everything. im makin a new blog neway.
uhm lets see, thursday i went 2 vince*s with aly..we
played n the water n washed his moms car. then
friday i went 2 the mall with aly n ryan 2 get hollie a
bday present (of course her bday wasnt a week
ago...) and 2day i mite go 2 alys for a bit, then im
goin 2 the long forgotten show with her...yup. i think
thats it. buhbye
HollieWood530: lol cuz you could bitch her to timbuktu
okay u no wut i hate. FAKE PEOPLE. GAHHHHHHHH.
okay i dont reallie mean 2 offend neone by this
entry but here it goes anyway.
2day i was reading the sextant (shs newsletter
everyone knows that) and it say Worst
Trends: That whole EMO PUNK LOOK. well okay im definetly not
emo *laughs 2 self* but i was offended b/c obviously a
bunch of fake stuck up preps wrote that.
well you no what i hate?!
those fucking fake blonde hair with faker blonde
hilites-fake n bake orange tan-always wearing clothes where
they hang out-padded bra wearing-butt stuffing-color
contacts-fake nails bitches.
thats rite i said it, i HATE those kind of girls. they walk
around with this bitchy ass high matentance attitude
where they act like the whole world revolves around them.
there fucking ignorant, and dont give a crap about anyone
but themselves. thats the worst trend.
i absoluletly HATE GIRLS LIKE THAT
now dont get me wrong, blonde hi lites are cute i
used 2 have them, fake nails r purdy too. but wen u go all
out and look fake as hell, where u can tell ur tan is fake
and ur hair is too you look ridiculous, and ur
attitude is too. you people make me so SICK. ugh.
and on top of that, those girls are usually hoes. Geezus.
Anyway
[Y e s t u r d a y] Me and ryan hung out after school
=o)) we`ve been goin out for 5 months yestuday n
im rather happie its like a record for me. i love ryan
so much =)) i hope he doesnt decide to dump me
for his *other girlfriend...* =P Well thats all i have to
go finish my world history extra credit. aur revoir !!
bleh
[ e d i t e d ]
i hate wen u think u have a great week with someone
n they tell you "u`ve been mean 2 me all week.." ouch
that hurts. alot.
what a bad day. its so stormy. and ive so many
things today, b/c i had way to much time to think =/
this school year seriously sucked. everyone i was close
with im not anymore and i dont know. everything going
on in my life is really frustrating and its really hard
to deal with all the time. and i always make the
worst mistake of taking everything i feel out on people
i love. and it sucks so bad. i want things in my life to change
and change now. this whole year fucking sucks.
i have so many things i want to say but i jsut cant
high schools gay and im not looking forward to
sophmore year. i dont even know anymore.
i cant even properly explain myself. sure, i met new people this
year n stuff. and i did get a great boyfriend.
I`ve had my fair share of good times.
but something about me is missing and
i really cant put my finger on it. I think i just need a break
from everything and someone to talk to who acually kinda gets
what im saying.
people need to stop being fake, and stop purposly
doing things to hurt other people. and some
people just need to take one fucking second outta there
busy lives and take a look around. i hate when people dont
notice the obvious. like all year ive desperatly wanted
someone to talk to. but i dont even have a best friend to do
that with. and im not complaing i love mine now, but no
one has ever come up to me and been like wanna talk?
maybe im just being a bitch, or maybe im used to having people there
for me. but now i dont, its different, and it sucks. big time
so from now on ive decided to fake being happie
all the time and maybe it will eventually catch on to me and i will be happy.
i dont no wut im doing anymore. *sigh* =(
Pictures From a Photobooth @ 6 Flags a Few
Weeks Ago...
(the color sucks b/c i took a pic of a pic cuz my scanner is a bitch.)
i am way too in the cam in these pics. but hey it as a small photobooth
And now im done bitching. Sorry This was a Waste
of Entry im probably gunna end up Privating This Later
6.6.2004 
