_*im lost in my thoughts of you...

5.9.2004

im nothappie, but i can *fake it*, i can't stand all this pain but ill *take it*

omg im sooo tired wtf i dont even no why. friday i went 2 the showy thing at prince of peace and metup with people. me and aly recorded a video tho n it was very amusing. good times good times. then afterward me aly n sarah went 2 Omega 2 get food...lol then at like 11 sumthing we walked home in the dark threw ghetto HP n it was reallie scary =( =( n i went baxck 2 alys n we took weird pics and then fell asleep.

saturday me n aly woke up early at like 9 n planted flowers, got sluprees, etc etc. then i was suppose 2 hang out with ryan so me him aly n kd all went 2 the church. yup..but i hadda go home at 3, so i did and cleaned my room, and left again and went back 2 the church at 4 and other people were there ^_^. so it was fun. but eventually ppl hadda go (home or 2 dog racing..) and so me and ryan went 2 rosattis and aly met us up. lol

then ryan came over until like 10 30 and it was lotz of fun. jsdgjkdgfukdhfjkdfhjkdfh hehehe...

AND NEXT WEEKEND ME N ALY (and i belive ryan n sum1 else) R GOIN 2 SIX FLAGS. ^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^ were sooo excited. it better not fucking rain. sdjklfdkjghdjkfghdfjkghkdfhgjghf whoooooooooo

^{_{Aly n Chrissie*s Summer Plans o4-}}*Visit New York / New Jersy (one of the two)
*6 Flags
*Grow a food garden
*Wisconsin Dells

and 2days mothers day, my dads been out town since friday so were not doing nething. we went 2 elgin 2 sum park/museam/petting zoo (there were buffalo things)/ water park. it was fun. i got ice cream. hehehehe

conover informed me got new boxers. cheak `em out.

okies thats it buhbye xOoXoO

aly n adam!

jumping on the bed lmao

jumping continued

well i look chubby

aly n me gone hawiann

we put stickers on our faces ^_^

we detached the lamp shades and put it on our heads

OH WOW LOL WUT IS THIS

me n ryan at rosatis

Name . Chrissie
Age . 15
Birthday . o9.12.
Hair color . brown
Eye color . brown
Height . 5'2

Last -
School dance . turnabout
Slow dance . bby. <- lol jess
Kiss . last nite
Hug . last nite
Time you brushed your teeth . this morning
Time you brushed your hair . this morning...its up
Time you did your make up . this morning
Time you took a shower . this morning
Time you shaved . like a week ago lmfao

Do you/ What do you -
Shave your legs . yea
Shave your beard . MEHH I DONT HAVE ONE
Use deodorant . who doesnt
What kind . secret
Use perfume . body spray
What kind . caress and body pray
Wear make up . yea
What kind . eyeliner cover up eyeshadow n mascara
Do you ever wear eyeshadow . yea
What color . blues purples or browns

Clothes -
What kind of underwear do you wear . i bet ud like 2 no
What kind of bras do you wear . meh
What size jeans do you wear . 0 or 1
What size shirt . smalloccationally XSmall
What size thong/underwear . small
Whats your fav. Color thong . black
Whats your fav. color bra . white?
Whats your fav. article of clothing . idk
Do you wear skirts . sumtimes
Do you wear dresses . at dances
Do you wear shorts . occationally
Do you wear pajama pants . yes lol
Do you sleep naked . lol noo
What do you wear to bed . a big shirt n pj pants
What kind of socks do you wear . ankle socks

Naughty -
Are you a virgin . yea
How far have you gone with a guy . u`d like 2 no
Do you give head . not to you.
Do you want to be a virgin . not forever
Have you smoked weed . no
Have you smoked squares . no
Have you drank . yes
Do you care if people masterbate . no its there business
Do you flash guys . uhm no, lol

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5.7.2004

pouring crimson regret and betrayal

hey!! wow long time no blong. my comptuer got a virus so i hadda reboot it so yea. hmm this week lagged SOO BAD. uhmm wednesday me n ryan n mark went walking and saw a buncha ppl at the church like uhh cory jason conover john kd ann etc etc and yea we hung out until like 5 wen me n ryan went back 2 my house n sat on the swingy thing and chilled =D it was fun. now 2day were goin 2 sum show at prince of peace and yupp then im spending the nite at alys :o) were bringing a camera so ill post pics later =D

x's and o's
chrissie

4:45 pm
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5.4.2004

Everytime i try to fly i fall without wings...

Today was terrible. i was supposed 2 hang out with ryan but my mosm like dont go out after school cuz its gunna rain. well wut happens. its like 60 degrees and sunny. so i go home and im like cna i go out. n my moms like no u only could for an hour n thats pointless so say home and clean. omg i thot i was gunna ^scream. so i cleaned. did the dishes put them away set the table help with dinner clean the living room AND NOW IM ABOUT 2 DO MORE DISHES. ughhhhhhhhhh i thot i was gunna scream. and not like anyone ever calls me anymore 2 keep me company while i do this. yea thats rite. be offended. fuck you. now it wont elt me on giggles wtf is goin on

ryan knows wut that is. lol ryan ::hides::

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1. First full name: Christina
2. Middle name: marie
3. Last name: sklfsdklfjlskdfj
4. Nickname(s): chrissie and others
5. Screen names: Giggleszox and other secret ones only special people know
6. Gender: babi gurl <3
7. Age: 15
8. Type of Music: r n b/rap/pop
9. Birthdate: 09-12
10. Birthplace: CA
11. Zodiac sign: Virgo
12. Current Location: hell
13. Live with: ma famille
14. Name of current school: SHS
15. Grade/Year: 9
16. Graduation date/year: class of 07 baby
17. GPA: off the charts low
18. Height: 5'2
19. Natural hair color: black
20. Highlights/dyed: brown
21. Hair length: the middle of my back its pretty long
22. Eye color: brown
23. Contacts/glasses: nope
24. Freckles: nope
25. Nose: a normal one?
26. Scar(s): Lots
27. Type(s) of clothes you wear: girly stuff
28. Cologne/Perfume you wear: sum caress body splash
29. Deodorant you use: Secret

Family Life

30. Mom's name: vicki
31. Dad's name: dan
33. Closest family member: none
34. Family member you could live without: all of them
35. Last family member you've seen: my mom
36. Oldest: my gramma
37. Youngest: depends on wut side
39. Fondest memory: idk
40. Memory you miss the most: idk..
41. Family member you wish the mafia would kill: idk
42. Memory you wish you had: idk
42. Memory you wish you didnt have: no comment.
43. What you did yesterday: school
44. What you did so far today: school
45. Last person you talked to on the phone: mark
46. Last person you talked to online: jess
47. Last movie you've seen: bad boys 2
48. Last song you heard on the radio: come clean
49. Last CD you played: jessica simpson
50. Last thing you said out loud: whos gunna eat- (and then i got interuptted being told 2 clean sumrthing)
51. Last time you showered: this morning
52. Last book you read: great expectations
54. Last time you sang: last nite..the chrissie song with ryan!!
55. Last time you danced: aa long time ago
56. Last thing you ate/drank: a tab bit of chicken

Believe it or Not

57. Aliens: ew no
58. Angels: yea
59. Demons: yea
60. Heaven & Hell: yea
61. God: yea
62. Your friends: no bcuz i dont belive everything i hear n ususally i hear stuff from the,

Friendships

64. Best friend(s): ukwur
65. Last friend you talked to: jess
66. Funniest: all of them
67. Silliest: hmm depends
68. Loudest: any of my guy friends
70. Stupidest: lol
71. Sweetest: geni by far
72. Weirdest: me
73. Best at keeping secrets: jessie
74. Most hyper: again any of my guy friends
75. Most annoying: cant sayy
76. Friend you miss most: jessie cuz she lives so far away :(
77. Friend you've known the longest: emily
78. Friend you haven't known long: ruby

Word Assosiation

79. Bill Clinton: president
80. Lollipops: those big ones
81. Whipped Cream: and cherries?
82. Dreams: i dont dream anymore now that i think about it lol
83. Love: is good
84. South Park: who killed kenny lol
85. Guys: yummy
86. Girls: uhh i am one
87. Death: is scary
88. Bubble gum: bubbles!!
89. Water: is yummie
90. Ice Cream: choclate
91. Oil: smells
92. Phone: cellie
93. Food: pizza
94. Kiss: me
95. Pretzels: saLty
96. Britney Spears: her music is good she isnt
97. School: sucks
98. Floppy: disk
99. Shoes: i need new ones

Have you ever

100. Been on a plane: yea
101. Cried in public: yea
102. Climbed a tree: yea
103. Gotten in a physical fight: jokingly
104. Drank alcohol: yea
105. Fell asleep in a movie theater: almost
106. Driven a car: yea
107. Been arrested: almost
108. Broken curfew: when DONT i break curfew lol
109. Been pulled over when driving: nopers
110. Farted in public: thats nasty
111. Met a celebrity: no
112. Skipped school: yup
113. Went to a pro sports game: yea
114. Met the president: no
115. Been scared to get shot: yes all the time :(
116. Smoke a cigarette: yea
117. Gotten a cavity: yea
118. Done any drugs: hell no
119. Shopped at Abercrombie & Fitch: yea
120. Gone skinny-dipping: lol well not intentionally. ive been in a pool where my bathing suit has been violently ripped off or fell off lol

Favorites

121. Food: french fries
122. Drink: pop
123. TV show: the inferno, the real world, room raiders
124. Movie: save the last dance
125. CD: my mixed one
126. Song: i have a lot
127. Color: pink and black
128. Day of the week: friday night/saturday
129. Month: July
132. Favorite Car: corvette
133. Cookie: extra choclate chip
134. Toothpaste: creast
135. Ice Cream: choclate
137. Candy bar: hersheys
138. TV channel: MTV
139. Radio station: KISS FM
140. Artist/band: Jessica Simpson/Linkin Park/EvanEscneerfjghh (okay i spelt that one very wrong)
141. Shampoo/conditioner: any volumizing shit that works
144. Sports to play: i dont do sports
145. Sports to watch: cheerleading competetions
146. Place: my bedroom
147. Vacation spot: jessies
148. Kind of candle: pink ones
149. Color eyes: blue

HAVE YOU EVER:

150. prank called someone: yes
151. been prank called: yea
152. fallen asleep in class: yes
153. been suspended since first grade: no..that only happens 2 idiots
154. been expelled: nope
155. contemplated suicide: no
156. seen someone die: uh no?!
157. cut yourself: no
158. slit your wrists: no
159. flirty eye contacted someone in class: yes
160. fantasized about someone: who hasn't..lol
161. kissed someone elses partner : r u fucking crazy. no.
162. had oral sex with someone elses partner: omfg no.
163. had sex with someone elses partner: ive never had sex period
164. trashed a hotel room: not reallie. well idk sumtimes me and my dad do before leaving from vacations...lol
165. trashed someones home at a house party: YES lol with aly and vince (good fite in that small room) ahaha good times good times..me and vince chucked pizzas at each other
166. worried about your friends: yes
167.had your friends worry about you: nah

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5.2.2004

a smart girl kisses but never loves , listens but never believes, and leaves before she is left

Hiya~! Today i hung out with Ryan alllllllll day! and im super happie cuz i love him soo much. <33 we walked around then cuddled at my house..and such..so yea lol it was fun and i loveeeeeeeeee ryan. =D

n 2morrows school n school sucks so Bleh.

x's and o's
chrissie

8:33 pm
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5.1.2004

its kinda like living in my own personal hell...

God Damn the past like 24 hours haev been busy as hell. yesturday we had off :o) and aly came over cuz we were SO BORED and me ne ryanw ere suppsoed 2 hang out but he was at jeffs until like 5 so wutever. lol then he called me after aly left at like 5 30 n was like wanna go c a movie, and my mom could give a ride then so we went and it was fun. i love hanging out wtih ryan he makes me smile. and we saw sum scary guys we new and yea. scary. anyway id like 2 take this time 2 say how much i love my ryan. if i didnt have him idk wut id do hes so sweet 2 me and i hope he doesnt dump me for sum1 prettier =o( and i had more 2 say but yea i forgot..

then 2day i woke up at 10 and took a shwoer and my daddy got my subway wen i got out and as i sat down2 eat at 11 markie called and was like wanna go 2 the mall with me dan n bennett? so i called ryan n he could go. then ryan came over n we hung otu and dan picked me up around 12 and we went 2 the mall. it was alotta fun. the mall trip was full of gossip.sex talks.ex's. and fights. lol oh and ont he way there we saw this kid whos in my world history class who loosk like a turle so i shouted otut he window "u look like a turtle" (hollie would appreciate that) lol then at the mall we at mcdonalds exchanged gossip, saw dan's "spot", mark got into a fite, uhmm we saw..people..that was kinda uncomfortable and made me feel ugly lmao, and then we got stuff 2 "increase our sex drive" lmao then we were all gunna fuck like sea otters (lmao) cuz teh guy told us 2...lol

then i got home at who knows wen and called up ruby and geni and like an hour later after i cha ged and redid my hair n makeup we went back 2 the mall. lol on the way there i was ryan adam and jeff walkin 2 adam's so we puleld up 2 the side of the rode (genis door went crazy and flew open lol) and they got in the car and i gave them a ride. then we got ruby. on the way there we again saw the kid who looks like a turtle he was jus all over teh place 2day lmfao. then we went 2 the mall it was alotta fun. we spent like an hour in hollister alone lmao then walked 2 get my mom sumthign adn went over 2 streets. on the wya there ruby and genivieve almost freakin got ran over by the cars lmao. and sum scary guys were shouting "Hey" out there window 2 us so we ran. lol and we all were like dieing of tired ness and went home and here i am n the sisters friend is over but its kool cuz shes kool.

now im tired n gunna talk 2 whoevers IMin me cuz my buddy list wont load

x's and o's
-chrissie-

10:27 pm
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